I'm going to the SA party...again.

I woke up to an email on my Blackberry that SA is going to have a party today. I wasn't sure if I was going to go to another party like this again bc the first one was a total bore but something is telling me to go.
I am expecting to not meet anyone good looking and/or with a good personality. That's how my luck has been so far...so hey. I am just going to go to have a good time. That's it. I'm going to dress to the nines, per usual, and have fun. For those who are going, see you there.

I'm DONE!!!

I'm done searching for SDs. It's a little harder than I thought. Men play a lot of games and I'm bowing out. No more! I'm just going to meet men the old fashion way and meet them at grocery stores, church, sports events etc. I'm just going to concentrate on me and things will fall into place. I'm done searching.

What I've Learned

What I've learned within the last year is if I'm not happy or satisfied, then somethings wrong. I will be damned if I'm going to compromise that for anyone.

That's all.

SMH

Unfortunately its the same song and dance. I'm still (sexually) frustrated. Luckily I have a job to keep me busy. The SD search sucks balls too. I dont know what to do. I get emails but nothing. I'll email these guys back then we'll meet and have good conversation. I am often complimented and stared at lol. These men are excited about our friendship/relationship, then our date ends. I get home thinking about the date and hope something great happens from it but days will go by...no email/no call. Hmmm...what's going on? If the date went well, then what happened to the second date? I have no clue what's going on and I honestly don't have the time to figure it out. Men are weird...seriously.

Yes... It's still a NO!

Ok, so I had my second date with "Doc" aka the old man and he was hoping that he would change my mind about being his "girlfriend" but the answer was still the same. He has a nice personality but I really can't see myself at all with him. Ewww! I wouldnt kiss him with my worse enemies lips. He's so not attractive. Sorry I dont mean to sound harsh but its the honest truth. All in all he says he really enjoys my company and I think we are going to keep in touch. In the meantime, I'm still on a mission of looking for an SD. Wish me luck!

P.S.- Looking for an SD is tough. I've met a few guys here and there but nothing materialized. I'm patient for the right one.

Lord, what have I done...

to deserve this. I had my lunch date yesterday and OMG!!! I now realize men lie on their ads. This physician aka "Doc" was old as hell and he didn't look like he described. He said he was in his 50s. No effing way. He looked like he was pushing 70. Then he was really short, sported a toupee, and was not as "physically fit" as he said he was. He's in la la land. He has a nice personality but throughout lunch I just kept thinking to myself, "I cant do this." I can't see myself even kissing him on the cheek let alone having sex with him.
Oh, what have I done to deserve this Lord? Why me? Omg! And this guy also told me he has stamina. Ewww. No, no, no. He text me after lunch asking to see me again and I told him basically how I felt but in a nice way. Will keep you posted but there's no way I'm going to have sex with him. I don't care if he buys me a Rolex watch, Chanel bag, and a car. No SEX. Well, maybe a kiss. LOL

So busy

I have been really busy lately but I'm fine. I have a date set up this week and trying not to think too much of it. According to him, he's a successful physician and is looking for a nice girl to respect his privacy etc. He's very mature in age but its ok. I just hope he looks good. He saw my pic and really liked what he saw. I'm just going to have low expectations and see where it goes. I'm tired of playing games so will take things one day at a time.

FYI: I had more luck meeting men on non-SD sites.