Fuck 90 days...

...unless you're seeking a serious relationship. But right now I'm not. I'm referring to Steve Harvey's book "Act Like a Lady, Think Like a Man". Now I haven't read his book, yet, but I remember when he was on Oprah talking about giving a man 90 days until you have sex with him. Ummm, no Mr. Harvey...not I.

If I meet a guy and we click and he's attractive, and everything is all good and dandy then you best believe we are going to wrestle in the sheets. I'm not saying to have a one-night stand either but whatever tickles your fancy. Americans have too many rules. Just follow your heart, gut, and mind and do what you want. As long as everyone is an adult, not drugged and use protection. Its all good. ;-)

SMH

Unfortunately its the same song and dance. I'm still (sexually) frustrated. Luckily I have a job to keep me busy. The SD search sucks balls too. I dont know what to do. I get emails but nothing. I'll email these guys back then we'll meet and have good conversation. I am often complimented and stared at lol. These men are excited about our friendship/relationship, then our date ends. I get home thinking about the date and hope something great happens from it but days will go by...no email/no call. Hmmm...what's going on? If the date went well, then what happened to the second date? I have no clue what's going on and I honestly don't have the time to figure it out. Men are weird...seriously.

Not sure what to do

I am thinking about getting rid of "Genius". I want to get rid of him because the relationship is not "mutually beneficial". He's enjoying me but I'm not enjoying him. He emailed me last night saying how he was thinking about me and enjoyed... but I didnt respond. I'm kind of tired of not benefiting from this "arrangement". He's self employed but with the economy his clients are filing bankruptcy so funds are tight for him. No problem, sh** happens. Even though I'm not really looking for a SD/SB relationship with him I'd rather for him to satisfy me in bed.


We haven't have sex yet but the foreplay/fooling around is not good. I would go in detail but dont want to remind myself of the details. All in all, I will talk to him eventually but this time I'm going to be firm and speak my mind and yet be considerate of his feelings. I enjoy his company but I can't be the one making him "explode" all the time and after you leave I have to pull out Mr. Vibey. That sucks.

Phone Sex

I just had phone sex and it was fun. The guy sounded sexy. I have been chatting w/ him for a while. I'm going to be meeting him soon. He thinks we're going to fuck but I told him I don't give this good pussy to just anybody. He understands. I hope I stand strong when we meet. I'm weak. ;-)

All I what I want for XXXmas is...

ORAL SEX. I want to give and recieve. That's all I want Santa. Thanks

Turning into a Monster

I can see myself transforming into someone unlikeable. I am horny as FUCK and I need to get laid. Online dating is hard because I chat with a lot of chumps who just want to fuck or are too nervous to meet me. I'm getting tired of this. I see myself just becoming easily annoyed and "tight".  I'm at a point where I just want to give up and just invest in some strong vibrators and call it a day.